Some people are born to be nice, caring and good in nature. Some are not. Some are vulnerable to fall in love but others are sort of insensitive and care less.
I wanted to be bad, mean, bold, insensitive. But I can’t. I just can’t. I tried so had to assimilate the tricks however it stayed for a moment. The real me surfaced afterwards. So meek, caring, compassionate, vulnerable and easily get hurt.
Showing goodness to others is perfectly spotless. Commendable. Oftentimes the source of animosity by people who got nothing to do except to mind others business. It’s not happening to me though. On the other hand, dependency and a bit of gyp are exemplified.
Experiences thought and honed me the way I am right now. Good and otherwise alike. I had a couple of experiences of people trying to extort even up to my single penny. Extortion, a bit heavy for a description, more often than not I got instead of simple thank you in showing kindness.
I don’t really understand why I kept on extending my arms to those who don’t even bother to say word of thankfulness. Perhaps I am under the impression that they are just tongue-tied or don’t know how to say it because it isn’t in their system at all. I’m not an appreciation-sucker freak.
A simple message to those whom I shared my kindness, may it be in deeds and financial matters, if you can’t appreciate the small things I shared please hold your tongue and speak no ill words. And don’t be mad and blurt into my face that I am selfish if I say NO to your favor. I just learned how to say it the hard way.